Thursday, November 28, 2013


I am sick of it.   I am absolutely disgusted with the constant harangue and negativity.   I really don’t give a fuck. 

If health care works out – fine.   If the moronic public decides to support the faction to kill it…I don’t care: I don’t have a dog in the fight.

If the Republicans take over the Senate and Ted Cruz becomes president…Fine, I won’t like it but I will live with that too.

Global warming…fine: If we have massive storms and they affect me; I will deal with it when the time comes.  

Realistically I have five to ten more years to live – if I am lucky.   After that the world can go to hell in a handbag and it won’t matter to me.   I will be dead.

In the meantime I will accept the things I can’t change and milk each day to live the best I can with the conditions as they exist. 

Cut off the god damn noise machines and wake up.


At least that how I feel now….But tomorrow is another day. 

Have a happy Thanksgiving.


  1. You're having a curmudgeonly day today, aren't you?

  2. I think your conclusion is a perfectly rational one.
    The past is memory, the future a dream, only now is real.

  3. And now it's another day. So, what did today bring? Still feeling the same?

  4. The sun came up and it was 2 below zero, but got a nice fire going in the stove, so all's right in my world. How's your world doing today??

  5. Your anticipation of your imminent demise reminded me of this song: I'd embed it, but when I tried, blogger wouldn't accept the html.

  6. I was morbidly obsessed with my own demise when I was young. Now it's not a big deal. I do try to enhance my temporal reality while I am here. That means happy relationships, creativity, learning to enjoy working to keep my self as healthy as I can. Learning to love the pain it takes to make things better. Things are fucked up, they always have been, but we have to make our own path and only hope that we are fixers rather than the fuckers. I'm so glad I am off of the American Holiday Cycle. On Thanks giving, my wife made an incredible banana cream tart with caramel sauce and I made Chinese stir fry chicken.....

  7. 1more thang...never stop being curious! never stop asking questions...thinking that you believe is an illusion. the end of knowledge.


COMMENT: Ben Franklin said, "I imagine a man must have a good deal of vanity who believes, and a good deal of boldness who affirms, that all doctrines he holds are true, and all he rejects are false."