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| The first of a thousand kisses |
Wednesday we had to put down
our baby. She was eighteen years old and
she had wasted away until she could not stand.
She wasn't a pet - we have no close family or friends; for years it has been
just the three of us. She was family.
She was so much a part of our
routine that it will take a while to adjust.
If I got up in the morning before my wife, she didn't like it –a Ragdoll
breed she was very vocal. My wife would
have to get up first and the two of them would go down stairs. She would sit by the door as my wife used
the bathroom. The two of them would then
go into the kitchen and she would wait patiently while my wife prepared her
morning meal.
It seemed that all of our
daily routines included Dixie . Our couch is a two-seater: that means one
cushion for my wife and one for the cat.
She would be very aggravated if I took her place beside my wife. I was
expected to stay in my easy-chair.
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| Nap time for sisters: my girls |
She and my wife interacted
all day and she followed her everywhere.
She liked attention from me and would flee to me when she was
scared. But she was my wife’s
baby-girl.
I held her in my arms (that’s
where she wanted to be) as she was injected and she went limp. Those beautiful blue eyes went black as the
pupils dilated: at restful peace. Afterwards
my wife and I spent the day out – away from the house. We had dinner at a local restaurant and
returned home about seven.
How strange it was to walk
into the house and not be met by her at the door. It felt like we were in some negative
parallel universe or the cold reflection of our house inside a mirror.
We will move on; but she
will, as she has been for so many years, be an integral part of us.
I am so sad for you two..I can't imagine the pain you and your wife are in..Goddess bless you both and your sweet girl.
ReplyDeleteThank you.
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My cat Sugar was also Siamese. She lived to be very old and we had to put her to sleep in her final days. She was my friend and her passing impacted me worse than losing some of my human relatives. I share your loss and I am sorry for it.
ReplyDeleteWe are kindred spirits.
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Some people don't grasp the magnitude of your loss. They have children, or to them a cat is...well...just a cat. We lost our Bashful in 2008. We have Butterscotch and Precious but there is no Bashful there anymore. Except sometimes I imagine she's here watching over us all.
ReplyDeleteSorry for your loss.
It's heard when they go. But what a wonderful life she had with you and your wife, a long life full of love!
ReplyDeleteIt was our blessing.
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She was a good kitty kitty. Cats seem to be so much more evolved than humans, which makes it special to be in their world. I'm sorry she's no longer here Buzz.
ReplyDeleteCat people have a special understanding.
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I've suffered the loss of more than one feline family member. I know your pain and yet I don't. Nevertheless, I share your grief. She was beautiful.
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